Hello everyone!
First of all, I would like to thank all those who commented on my previous entry. You guys are the best. You really made me feel better during that critical time of need. TT___TT Me and my friend ish okahy now.

From . I stole it.
1. Tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. Answer all truthfully
3. Take it in public!
4. Tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal


[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (sometimes)
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (only at school. XDDD )
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.
[x]I've sworn at my parents. (I didn't really mean it. )
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school. (college)
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework. (nerd. hahah!! XDDD )
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (just last year. )
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[x] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan. (just at the airport... TT___TT )
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (under a really long coat. )
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino. (didn't play though. I was underage. )
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding. (umm.. more like.. attempted?!?? )
[ ] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[x] I'm married. (LOL! Just kidding! XDDD )
[ ] I've gone on a blind date. (i think blind dates are kinda awkward noh?. )
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. (ouch. . )
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex. (I'm still 7 years old! hahaha!! )
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. (the world? maybe not.. )
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light. (i was in a hurry!! XDDD )
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (sometimes... )
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying. (nightmare. )
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. (before, when I felt like i was totally alone and everyone was attempting to bring me down.. )
[ ] I've attempted suicide. (i realized how beautiful life is. ^^ )
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (a little. aha.. ahahah.. )
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I can sing well. (my relatives seem to think so. O_o )
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily. (maybe too much. )
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs. (i really don't like them, and i don't like to touch them. TT___TT )
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower. (sometimes. XDDD )
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat. (but I'm also lazy to clean though. XDDD )
[x] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. (blue)
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun. (sadly.. no. )
[x] I am in love with love. (i think i'm just infatuated with it. XDDD )
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts. (co'z I've actually seen some...)
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life (just confused. )
[ ] I loath lables.
[x] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies. (this also depends. XDDD )
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[ ] I can't spell.
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.
[x] All of those are answered honestly.


I tag: YOU! xD

Another sad, super confusing, and hectic week. I'm really sorry everyone, co'z I haven't been around lately. I just don't have the time to check my DA account that frequently anymore. I haven't told anyone this yet, but I think I just lost one of my good friends.. all because we're just both too selfish, and I wasn't really thinking about his feelings... [link] (oh, and that's really me on the picture. ahahah. )


It's funny, how someone can be so close and yet so far from you. Or maybe I'm just too emo. I don't cut myself or anything like that but technically maybe I am one, since I think too much. My life has always been full of ups and downs. They say I'm lucky, since there's always something new happening in Lirica's life. I'd say I'm the unluckiest of them all...
But then... after thinking about it, having constant changes in your life is better than not having any change at all. The pain, sadness, and happiness is proof that we're still alive, and it doesn't matter what wrongs we did in the past, since we would always have the chance to change them while we're still breathing...




I will.......

... DO MY BEST.









"I've learned to smile whenever I'm feeling sad...
stand up whenever someone makes me fall...
and cover up my wounds myself with brightly colored clothes.
Because I don't want anyone to worry about me...
and because the people who give me love are the ones who give me strength.
To see them hurt, will be more pain than me getting hurt."

No one caught my 5000 view kiriban?

Oh well... I guess better luck next time?

Thanks for those who tried though!

The following paragraphs contain annoying rants and random babbling which may temporarily ruin your good moods and maybe damage a few brain cells. So I suggest you ignore this entry if you But if you don't mind, then READ.












This week I arranged my ... and well, I noticed that my views have been declining with each submission. So I wonder, are my drawings getting worse? I know that I'm not really putting in much effort into my details and coloring compared to before, but I actually thought I was getting better. For some reason though, I like my drawings in the past better, since I actually draw what I want to draw, and not what I think people would like me to draw. You know? O_O

( In contrast, my compositions sound AWESOME. And I actually did it without the help of anyone. I'm glad my parents forced me to take violin lessons. )

Meanwhile, do you guys remember my contest entry "Ceremei" ([link])? I didn't win, but I at least I managed to get something , and my Gaia avatar officially rocks again. [link]


Oh oh! And I couldn't stop eating Japanese food lately. I've already been to at least 4 different restaurants this week. My uncle/teacher is really complaning about it, seafood is just so costly here.. (Mr. Manager-Uncle-san: "Iris, you're gonna get fat if you keep doing that." ME: *steals his untouched shrimp tempura" ) lol. [link] [link]
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[link] Unfortunately I only brought my camera to two restaurants. XDDD






(hwahh.. I really hate this cold weather. )
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